How I Spent My Holiday

First thing is, I have quit my job as the research assistant as it doesn't suit me at all. Second thing is that I have bought a camera, Canon EOS 550D. So, here is  how I spent my holiday. Everyday, I have been almost doing the same things, over and over again. Play game, take photos, organize my photos, eating and sleep. In this holiday, I have managed to train myself that I spent less than RM10 per day, average RM6 per day. To do this, I only spent my money on my dinner and no more. For my photography experience, you can have a look at my photos website, http://cklphotography.weebly.com, which I purposely created for my photos. Besides, I have created a page on Facebook and a blog for my photos. You can like my page at https://www.facebook.com/pages/cK-photography/340548242644748 and visit my photo blog at http://cklphotography.blogspot.com/. Something more special that happened during my holiday is that I have went out with Sharon and Alice to Time Square, other than that, all remain almost the same for everyday. Well, that is how I have spent my holiday and it passed quite fast as two more days, it will be my Chinese Orchestra training camp.

我真的是有点太过分了

其实，一直以来，我都是很内疚的。虽然没有人没说出口，但我还是没笨到看不出来，也没笨到不知道他人的感受，只是假装不知道罢了。我的左邻右舍也都忍了很久了吧，垃圾也找上门来了。我真的很自私，为了自己却折磨他人。可是有人跟我说过，想要练，就不用怕被别人讲，不要理会别人怎么讲。不行了，我真的是太过分了，从今天起，趁我还有良心的时候，我要抵挡笛子的诱惑，答应自己只在华乐练习时吹，要不然就找个没人的地方练，就是不要在房里吹了。毕竟他人的忍耐也是有限度的，我也不能太过分。一直以来，明明知道是不对的，却一错再错，不知悔改。我真的是很欠揍！！！

好久没post了

近来，都一直忙着华乐的演奏会，直到前天终于告一段落了。其中，有很多愉快的事发生，当然，也有不愉快的。如今，我已不再对她执着了。我看见了森林，所以大树对我来说已经无趣了。不过，茂盛的森林就让她继续茂盛吧。贸然闯入一定会迷路的。即使不迷路也必定带给森林不必要的污染。我还是继续做一枝路边的野花吧，默默地看着，守护着。昨天，我剪了有史以来我剪过最短的头发。并不是想不开，只是想换个发形罢了。今天起就是放假了，又要一个人孤孤单单的度过了。算了吧，反正我也习惯了。接下来，我已经没有什么要烦的了。华乐过了，考试过了。至于社服嘛，只要在我能力所及的范围内，我会义不容辞的。毕竟，这是一个聚集了我重要朋友的团体。不写了，累了，想睡了。晚安啦~~~

Getting worse and worse

OMG!!! Just now performance for the new student I play the wrong song!!! What the hell, I am really getting worse and worse and will be more worse in the future. Just two very simple song I also cant played it well, mistake all over the song. Aren't I suppose getting better and not worse? Why is it that more practice make me even worse than before? Now I cant even sound my flute properly. I think I am just lack of confidence, but being confident wont make me better either. Haiz~~~ 

一支笛子的大合奏

平时只会太过依赖他人的我也有今天了。今天晚上的大合奏，笛子班只剩下孤零零的我一个人了。第一次一个人与一大班其他乐器的人一起合奏，也就是说，只要稍微有一点出错就完蛋了。平时不用功的我，果然，拍子走得非常明显，而且也有很多地方都不会进。总觉得有点内疚，因为我，整首歌都给毁了。哎~~~

持续一个礼拜的华乐集训营

这些日子里都过得还蛮开心的，接下来的我只想用一首歌的歌词来表达。

我很想爱她 但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变的复杂
我很想爱她 但是理智在吵架
退出可能解围吗 谁能给我一个好的回答
如果 再舍不得
这样下去 我们每个人都是受害者