最近

最近，有很多朋友生日。首先，就是我的好室友啦。接下来就是我的好友，菱菱公主。接着呢，就是我的好学妹。再来，又是我的好友啦。最后呢，也还是我的好友。当中，最特别的呢，就是菱菱公主的生日了，我送了她一份还蛮特别的礼物，一个长达2小时的短片。知道她看完我的短片后的那份感动的心情，让我觉得我的付出是很值得的！带给他人快乐，就是我最大的快乐^^

最近，跟社服的成员越来越close了。或许，久了，可能会生情。但，我还是决定了不要谈恋爱，因为我觉得我还是没有准备好。所以，绝对不要做出会让自己后悔的决定。不要背负自己背负不了的责任，不要伤害自己与他人，不要后悔。

我真的是有点太过分了

其实，一直以来，我都是很内疚的。虽然没有人没说出口，但我还是没笨到看不出来，也没笨到不知道他人的感受，只是假装不知道罢了。我的左邻右舍也都忍了很久了吧，垃圾也找上门来了。我真的很自私，为了自己却折磨他人。可是有人跟我说过，想要练，就不用怕被别人讲，不要理会别人怎么讲。不行了，我真的是太过分了，从今天起，趁我还有良心的时候，我要抵挡笛子的诱惑，答应自己只在华乐练习时吹，要不然就找个没人的地方练，就是不要在房里吹了。毕竟他人的忍耐也是有限度的，我也不能太过分。一直以来，明明知道是不对的，却一错再错，不知悔改。我真的是很欠揍！！！

又再胡思乱想了~~

致嵻啊致嵻~ 你可以稍微的有用一点吗？你的人生真的是很失败，你知道吗？你真是个货真价实的失败者！！！亲情，爱情，学业，事业，有哪一样是你行的？你无药可救了！！！

今天，久违的看到她了。明明说好要死心，要放下的，明明说好要单身，不要恋爱的，可是为什么那个莫名其妙的感觉就是缠着我不放。我以为我已经放下她了，可是原来我只是自欺欺人。其实，我最想要的就只是和她在一起。别再想了，只会增加我的痛苦罢了。继续压制吧，毕业过后就没事了。

那些年。。。

虽然还没看，但已经深深地被他的主题歌吸引了。是一首很有意识的歌，所以我希望能够把他吹好，也希望能和我喜欢也喜欢我的人一起看这部戏^^ 不过应该是不会实现了吧？哈哈。。

《那些年》

曲：木村充利 词：九把刀
演唱：胡夏

又回到最初的起点
记忆中你青涩的脸
我们终於来到了这一天
桌垫下的老照片
无数回忆连结
今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约
又回到最初的起点
呆呆地站在镜子前
笨拙系上红色领带的结
将头发梳成大人模样
穿上一身帅气西装
等会儿见你一定比想像美
好想再回到那些年的时光
回到教室座位前后 故意讨你温柔的骂
黑板上排列组合 你舍得解开吗
谁与谁坐他又爱著她
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你 拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你 告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定
再一次相遇我会紧紧抱著你
紧紧抱著你
又回到最初的起点
呆呆地站在镜子前
笨拙系上红色领带的结
将头发梳成大人模样
穿上一身帅气西装
等会儿见你一定比想像美
好想再回到那些年的时光
回到教室座位前后 故意讨你温柔的骂
黑板上排列组合 你舍得解开吗
谁与谁坐他又爱著她
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你 拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你 告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定
再一次相遇我会紧紧抱著你
紧紧抱著你
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你 拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
那些年错过的大雨
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你
那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你 告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定
再一次相遇我会紧紧抱著你
紧紧抱著你

好久没post了

近来，都一直忙着华乐的演奏会，直到前天终于告一段落了。其中，有很多愉快的事发生，当然，也有不愉快的。如今，我已不再对她执着了。我看见了森林，所以大树对我来说已经无趣了。不过，茂盛的森林就让她继续茂盛吧。贸然闯入一定会迷路的。即使不迷路也必定带给森林不必要的污染。我还是继续做一枝路边的野花吧，默默地看着，守护着。昨天，我剪了有史以来我剪过最短的头发。并不是想不开，只是想换个发形罢了。今天起就是放假了，又要一个人孤孤单单的度过了。算了吧，反正我也习惯了。接下来，我已经没有什么要烦的了。华乐过了，考试过了。至于社服嘛，只要在我能力所及的范围内，我会义不容辞的。毕竟，这是一个聚集了我重要朋友的团体。不写了，累了，想睡了。晚安啦~~~

Down season...

These few days, I am sensing that many of my friends were feeling down due to some problems or obstacles they faced. This has made me feel down as well. I don't like this kind of environment. I hope that everything will be ok as soon as possible. 诚心诚意的祝福我所有正在面临挫折，压力，痛苦，烦恼，折磨，困难，以及所有不开心的事的朋友们，希望我的祝福能带给你们些许的安慰。

Today~~~

Up until 4.30pm, I am staying in my room and doing nothing spectacular. At 4.30pm, I take bus from Restu to go to my cooking lesson. In the campus, I take another bus, and the seat next to me is empty. When the bus reach at IK BUs stop, I suddenly thinking of her and have strong feeling that she might be taking the same bus with me and sitting next to me. Then i look out to the window and waiting for the miracle to happen. "Halo". I turn my head. OMG, she is really sitting next to me, and i was surprised that she was going out at that time as i totally forgot that she got ko-k as well..haha.. Well, quite happy la..hehe.. Then after that we part at the bakti bus stop there and i go to my cooking lesson. Today we made pudding, the result is, cant eat at all, feel like wan to vomit the 1st bite i eat. Then after that go to have my dinner and then go to the management class. The class went smoothly until the end, i said something that i feel like a bit arrogant to May Yee and feel like she "terasa" with it. Then i feel bad about it. When reaching room, I have decide to apologise to her either she "terasa" or not. That message took me quite some courage. Then May Yee replied me, she said she din terasa, and so i feel better a bit..hehe..

心理不平衡

今晚，在游子吟的演绎会上，一名陌生传着西装手上拿着一束花的男子，在我眼前向我喜欢的女生搭讪。我就坐在她旁边，很想牵她的手，让那名男生误以为我们是男女朋友，可是我却没有。因为我怕，那一刻我真的怕了，没有勇气，也不知道该怎么办才好。最后，我以蛮凶的语气告诉那名男生别为难她了，他才肯收手。我带着不平衡的心理，看完了整场演绎会。我那时真的是很想帮她，可是我又很害怕，万一出了什么差错，我们可能会尴尬收场，甚至连朋友都没得做。我为什么那么的没用，那么的失败！！！就连保护自己喜欢的人都做不到，那我还有什么资格去喜欢她？我一直告诉自己单身好，只不过是逃避罢了。现在的我，心里还是极度的不平衡。

Getting worse and worse

OMG!!! Just now performance for the new student I play the wrong song!!! What the hell, I am really getting worse and worse and will be more worse in the future. Just two very simple song I also cant played it well, mistake all over the song. Aren't I suppose getting better and not worse? Why is it that more practice make me even worse than before? Now I cant even sound my flute properly. I think I am just lack of confidence, but being confident wont make me better either. Haiz~~~ 

一支笛子的大合奏

平时只会太过依赖他人的我也有今天了。今天晚上的大合奏，笛子班只剩下孤零零的我一个人了。第一次一个人与一大班其他乐器的人一起合奏，也就是说，只要稍微有一点出错就完蛋了。平时不用功的我，果然，拍子走得非常明显，而且也有很多地方都不会进。总觉得有点内疚，因为我，整首歌都给毁了。哎~~~

Moody~~~

Recently I am not in a good mood. There are many things that I did and things that I said that will cause me to feel bad. And there are things around me that keep me away from being happy. My decision, my words, my action, my talking. It seems like I am doing things that will lead me feeling bad. I need to be alone, for the time being, or maybe for this whole year. It is not happy at all to hide my feeling, to face it like nothing has happen which in fact I mind it so much. But, that is me, a person that has hide and run from the reality, living in my own world. I don't think that I am happy at all.

1st time

1st time perform Chinese Orchestra on stage at Dewan Budaya. Feel like the 1st two song pass very fast but the third song I was nervous and my hand is shaking. Anyway, just treat this as a trial performance before the concert. About quitting SOC after the concert, I am still in consideration,  I should consult some people about this.

I am really so terrible!!! Cant forgive myself!!!

Today I have done something that was very bad. I hit my friend's back very hard, not to mention that she is a girl. I don't want to explain much about the detail, all I can say is that it was all my fault, I shouldn't have done that, I don't think I will be able to forgive myself, so I don't dare to beg for her forgiveness as well. I will try to keep a distance from her starting now cause I don't want the same thing to be repeated. I am really really sorry for what I have done to her, but sorry cant solve anything. I am really a terrible guy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

持续一个礼拜的华乐集训营

这些日子里都过得还蛮开心的，接下来的我只想用一首歌的歌词来表达。

我很想爱她 但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变的复杂
我很想爱她 但是理智在吵架
退出可能解围吗 谁能给我一个好的回答
如果 再舍不得
这样下去 我们每个人都是受害者

Is this the end?

Day by day, I am getting weaker and weaker, unhealthier and unhealthier. I think my time has almost come. I am not afraid of going to the other side as I am quite useless in the world I am right now. What I scare is I had not enjoy all the things in this world. I am so weak, so unhealthy. My lifestyle is a disaster. I wonder how am I able to survive til now?

Rain~ Rain~ Rain~

Raining non-stop!!! For few days d. Today, out of all the option, I went to Bali Bali to have my dinner under the rain alone. Punteh plan not to eat one, but cant do so cos I am too thin d. Got ppl ask me to eat more so I must go to eat. Need to gain fat..haha..

Unblock facebook game..hahaha...

hehe.. today punteh just wan jio hing yee, my junior go dinner nia de.. tapi who knows got so good eh rewards..haha.. 1st, got to meet pea pea.. we three having dinner at bali. then got to play piano and flute.. lastly and the most important one is i get the software to unblock the website block by usm. now playing maple story on facebook..haha.. gtg..hehe..

A wonderful yet tired day ^ ^

Today, I went out with Alice and Sharon. As usual, I din sleep for the previous night. At around 9am, Alice come fetch me at USM then we depart to Penang Hill. We reach at Penang Hill about 10 am like that. Then we went up to the hill by the cable car and we take pictures at there. However, it was too bad that Sharon new camera cant last for too long as she din charge the battery. So, we take photos using Alice and Sharon's phone. Then we stay at there for about 1 hour plus and then just before we went down the hill we bought some food called Chana. It was really delicious. Then, the next station we went to Kek Lok Si. We reach at about 12pm like that. The good news is it is not a hot day as it was about to rain. Then when we reached at the Guan Yin statue, it started to rain, but not for long. Then we took some pics at there and then went down. Next, we went to have our lunch at Harvest Inn. The food overall was nice. After that we went to watch movie. We watched Fu Lu Sou and Spy Kid straight. After movie, we went to fun fair. Too bad, the fun fair is as empty as if it was haunted. So, we decide to have our dinner. We ate at Golden Bay. After dinner, we went to Tesco Extra to buy something useful in daily life. Then after that, they sent me back and they went back home. Overall, I am very happy with the trip this time though it was tiring, it has been really a long time since I went out with Alice and Sharon. Nice feeling..haha..

Badminton

Today going to play badminton for the 1st time in past 4 months. Tmr I think I will have pain all over the body. However, this wont stop me from going out wif Alice and Sharon..hahaha.. Oh ya, btw, USM didn't block facebook, now can load facebbok d..haha..

USM block facebook???

OMG!!! After I finished watch my anime then trying to see my facebook and guess what?

"This webpage is not available"

Please don't tell me USM has block the facebook, this is really not funny!!! Somebody please go complain!!! MPP!!!

Celebrating Jia Min Birthday

Today, we went to celebrate jia min birthday at james foo, which is one week earlier. It is a western food restaurant. I ordered two drinks and two food. Quite cheap though, only cost me RM23.70. It was a surprise birthday, we lie to jia min say that we are celebrating the end of internship.

Thank you for the trip

First of all, I want to thank Sharon And Bee Huen for taking me out for the trip. In the morning, we went to eat dim sum at Farlim. The dim sum at there ma ma dei only..hehe.. Then after that, we went to Penang Hill. At there, two of their friends join us. At Penang Hill, except for the cable car, nothing really nice and fun..hehe.. Then after that we went to eat lunch at Kenny Roger at Queensbay. Also ma ma dei nia..hehe.. Then after that we went to watch movie, Cowboy & Alien. For me is still ok nia la..hehe.. Then after movie punteh want go to fun fair one, but raining so cancel le. Then after that we went to eat dinner at the house that make ban mian which is opposite tesco extra. Then after eat we chat chat a while at there. Then we all went back le. Though the trip overall is ma ma dei only, but thank you for bringing me out also la..hehe..

Another Saturday

Wake up --> On laptop --> Go Toilet --> Play Game --> Dinner --> KFC --> Room --> Play Game --> Sleep

In the end

In the end, I spent my holiday alone for 4 months, not going anyway except for the BKTA camp and outing with hua wei and sing k wif cc them. Seeing at other pics on fb traveling to somewhere with their friends and knowing dat some of my friends dat they are going to somewhere to have fun always reminds me of how pitiful i am.. haiz..Sad nia.. Now, the holiday is reaching its end, and right now, i am still alone. At first, i tot going back to penang was the right choice because i might be able to go somewhere to have fun with frens, but in the end, i end up staing in my room for the rest of my holy days. However, i am not regretting for making the decision to come back to penang, because, it is at least much more better than i staying at home without wireless. Sad nia, i am so pitiful. That is my life, i should just accept it. In the end, i am all alone, i am not the kind like to socialize. But never mind la, just let it be the way i am right now, there is nothing bad about it..hehe..

A bad day

Pass few days, there were nothing special happens, i just play games and eat dinner and sleep as usual. Today, i woke up and play game as usual. Then i fight the boss for 4 hours straight. And finally, very luckily, i beat the boss. That is after i back from my dinner. This morning. I woke up very early as sharon and alice will accompamy me to have lunch. Then i go to bath and set my hair and everything was done, now just have to wait for the message from sharon. Unfortunately, Their meeting end late and so the lunch plan canceled. haiz.. then the 2nd plan that canceled is our cameron trip due to the lanslide that happens and has drag 7 ppl lives. Today, was not a good day for me.. haiz.. i think i 犯太岁..haha.. And now i am hunggy pula..

Wireless is back....................finally~~~

Today, i woke up as usual, and then on my laptop and then went to toilet to do the usual thing. Then when i back to my room, OMG, my msn is on, miracle!!! Finally, after one week of suffering, the router is finally fix. Thanks to my roommate, he went to complain at the pusat computer for two days straight and then they finally take action. According to the repairman, the router is broken due to the damaged wire as being bitten by the rat. Since got internet d, i have download quite some game for me to kill the time..haha.. And the last thing is, as usual, today i went to dinner. When i passed the masjid, a stupid bird release its dirty stuff on my cloth, very near to my neck. 1st time in my life..haha..Then shortly after that, i started to feel dizzy, just slightly.. Then soon, the dizziness getting stronger and stronger.. But i try to keep myself awake so that i wont fainted. If fainted, then that will be the last day i ever saw the blue sky. Then after dinner, I back to my room and write this post and still feeling dizzy. K la, enough d la, really dizzy right now, i wan go play my game le..hehe..

Blog~~~ Blog~~~ Blog~~~

It has been few days I din post anything le, it all are Bakti fault. They didn't fix the router even I went to report d. One week d cant on9 at Bakti. So, everyday I went to dk foyer there online. At there, the online mia mood was greatly decline and don feel like wan to do anything at all, so, dat is the reason why I din post anything for the few days. I post now cos I nothing to do d, very sien. Everyday at dk foyer there only download movie lo, do the photo lo, and download some game oso lo.. Very sien jiu si liao la.. then now the photo finish do d, no idea how to create new one le, so tmr I donno wat I wan to do d.. Haiz~~ Still got one month the school just reopen, if they din go fix the router then I have to go dk foyer everyday lo. Sien and hot oso.. Haiz.. Sien nia..

So that is the problem

On 28 July 2011, in the morning, I woke up as usual and then went to on my laptop. Something bad happened, I cant get any internet access. And so  I went to sleep again in hope that when I woke up again there will be internet access for me.. After few hours, I woke up, still, disappointment fall upon me. And so, I watch my anime and play game (Plant vs Zombie). Then when about 6 pm, I went to have my dinner at Bali Bali as usual, but this time with the hope that when I get back there will be an internet access for me. Once again, disappointment. Then I watch my anime and play games (Plant vs Zombie again). Then I went to sleep, with the hope that tomorrow morning when I woke up there will be internet access for me. The next day, disappointment. Out of nothing to do, I went to Roti Bakar to eat my lunch, but the main purpose is to online of course. Then I went back to my room after spending a couple of hours at there. At around 7 pm, I went to have my dinner. That day was a bit late because CC them were going to buy their things so I will have to have my dinner alone. On my way to dinner, I saw Zhen Yao and his gang. And so I follow them to have dinner together. We have our dinner at Plus 2. Well, I was quite happy to meet my junior and some new friends. At night, disappointment again. So, as usual, I watch my anime and play games (still Plant vs Zombie). The next day I woke up, haiz~~~ And so, haiz~~~ In the evening, I went to pasar malam alone. I went to buy the uncle Bob's friend chicken. the uncle attitude is really so annoying and disgusting. I am a customer, a businessman should treat his customer well. But then, he asked me quite rudely, "Spicy or not spicy". I din't answer him as I had told the other uncle at there that I am going to have a spicy one. Then that uncle which asked me earlier raise up his voice and asked (or should I say more like scold, WTH) me again, "Spicy or not spicy!!!" Then I just told him give me a spicy one. After I paid for the SPICY fried chicken, I cursed the stall. Then I went to eat Laksa at the Laksa stall, then I meet with my kung fu friends and my couch. Then I went back to my room. Disappointment. Then my roommate's friend came to his room and stay for a night as usual. Then my roommate's friend's friend came by and have a chat with him. He is a temporally Sg Dua McD manager. He asked me want to work at there or not and I told him I have things to do on August (Actually is I don't want to work). Then he told me that he can online at Tekun. So, I think that the main reason after all this terrible mess is because of the malfunctioning of the router at Bakti. And so, the next day (which is today), I begin my journey to search for the answer of my question. I went to the DK foyer there and the mystery is solved. So that is the problem, the router at Bakti is malfunctioning. This is a tough journey, but it returns me with a solution, I have found a place for me to online. The terribly horrible 3 days without internet access has passed, I don't have to suffer all those nightmare anymore. I am ALIVE!!!

Wallpaper

Here are some wallpaper I do for my friends using photoshop. I share it here 1st before I upload to my page and website. For now, these are the three wallpaper I would like to share. I will upload to the page and website when more wallpaper is readied.

Sien d~~~

Haiz~~~ I have no idea what else to do d.. Don;t know what else can be added for my website, want to do video but feel very lazy and very tired. Really feel like want to go out and have fun with my friends, its been a long time I din have fun le. Out of the boringness, I had made a profile picture using photoshop, this is mypic..hehe..

It's been a while

It has been a while seen I post anything on my blog..haha.. Lately busying with my new website about anime and editing photo and making video. Anyway, I am here now, posting something not relevant..haha.. Err, well, nothing much has happened recently. Just as usual, wake up, on my laptop and the jump 300 times (got people told me I can gain height with that..haha..). After that went in front of the laptop and began with my work..hehe.. Then when 2 to 3 pm like that, I will sit up 30 times and pumping 30 times and then go to brush my teeth and bath. So late just bath? Because I woke up quite late..haha.. Then after bath then continued with my work again. Then after that, when almost 6pm, I will sms CC ask her where to eat. Then as usual, we went to Bali Bali at 6.30pm. After eat then go back to my room and then continued with my work again..hehe.. Then, when about 2 to 3 am like that, I will went to sleep. That is my daily routine..haha.. Oh ya, today is a bit different, I washed my cloth..haha.. K la, I think enough for now d la, a bit lazy to write le..haha..

GERAM!!!

Finally I finished do my video and uploaded it d. Then when it finished uploaded, facebook sent an email to me.

Hello,

We have removed your video entitled "USM Math School Gang - Grenade" uploaded at 6:05am July 19th, 2011. We did this because it appears to contain copyrighted material owned by a third party, such as a video clip or background audio. If you believe this material was removed by mistake, you may file a counter notice of alleged infringement by following the link below.

Please note that if you re-upload this video without filing a counter notice, or if you upload another video that infringes on the rights of a third party, we may remove the content. This could cause your access to the Facebook Video application, or your Facebook account itself, to be disabled.

OMG, did I used anything that has copyright? I don't even aware of it. Then it is ok lo.I went to fill in the counter notice. Then after that, finally my video can watch d. The most geram part comes, the picture and the song doesn't match!!! I think something went wrong when uploading. Really Geram lo!!! So I deleted it and try to uploading it again!!!

Very jia lat!!!

When going, it was not so jia lat, but when coming back, it is really jia lat!!! I took two 5.5L big bottle and one 1.5L bottle went to math school to fill in water. OMG, I cant believe that 5.5L water is so heavy. My hands are numb and no energy le. Plus the weather is hot and the slipper I wore is wet and don't want to dry. It makes me feel very slippery when walking. Ban experience. Next time should consider to buy the water at Bakti le..

Fate

Today, I went to dinner alone. I went to Bali Bali for my dinner. On the way, I met with CC, SY and ZF which had just finish their dinner. I asked then is it they have their dinner and they say it is obvious that they have their dinner. However, it seems to me that they were just from work as they carried their bags. After the meeting with them, I proceed with my journey. As usual, I ate the economy rice at there. When I have paid for the food, I met someone that I never think of. She is Peng Peng and with her there was another guy. The main point here is I wore the same cloth with Peng Peng. We wore the She Fu Camp's shirt. And so, we sit together and have our dinner together. And then I ask Peng Peng is it that her boyfriend. Then she said no, she said he is Zhan Xiong. OMG, xia sui lo.. Zhan Xiong I also cant recommend..hehe.. Then we proceed with our mission to finish our food. In the meantime, we do chat a little. Just about we finished our dinner. Another familiar person appeared. He is Dr. Lee See Keong! As usual, you know la his style, no need to explain d la..hehe.. K la, I lazy write d, til there nia la all the ppl I met so far. And then I jiu go back my room and started to write my blog le..haha..

Done!!!

Yup!!! I have done my newest website. This website I create it for all my friends, so it is our website. The site tittle is "USM Math School Gang Official 0.3". For more information, just go to the site and see it yourself la..hehe.. Here is the link. http://usmmathschoolgangofficial3.weebly.com. Following the website, I have made a fan page on facebook. Please go like it..hehe.. Follow this link for the fan page. https://www.facebook.com/pages/USM-Math-School-Gang-Official-30/240978779254208. And some more, I have created a video clip for my website, the video is being uploading to the fan page on facebook. Go like the page to view it la..hehe..

Scary Experience

Today, a Saturday, I asked CC whether wan to go to night market or not then she said they lazy to go out. Then I said never mind lo. So, I went to the night market alone. When I reach there, it was still very early and many stall not yet open. So, I went to Tesco to find something to eat 1st as I am very hungry at that time. When I reached Tesco, just before I am about to enter the front door of Tesco, an Indian came out from the door and wave his hand at me. At 1st, I tot he was my current roommate's friend, so I respond to him by waving at him. As he approach me, he took out a bible and begins to talk to me. I felt something was not right and so I told him I am in a hurry, but he said just give him 5 minutes. So I am ok with it as I have nothing to do. He started to explain the Christian to me, and then he told me that recently there were many disaster and many people were dying because of that. He told me, however, Jesus said that those who eat his meat and drink his blood can be blessed and can escape from the disaster. In our human world, Jesus' meat is in the form of bread which is called the Roti Paskah and his blood is in the form of grape wine which is called Anggur Paskah. Then he asked me understand what he said or not and I just nodded my head. He then asked his assistant to let me watch a video about what he had said with the Chinese subtitle. Then he explain for me at the side. In the end, he asked me to give him 5 minutes to follow him to eat the Roti Paskah and drink the Anggur Paskah. At that time, I was really nervous as I don't know how to respond to him. Luckily, my phone ring and I took out my phone and siad that I am in a hurry, no time to follow him. However, he insisted. Out of no choice, I just told him I am not Christian and I don't believe in Jesus. I told him I am sorry and then he ley me go and find someone else. I am positive that he is a cheater! However, I am not being cheated..haha.. The phone ring just now was CC message. She said that they were going to pasar malam as well and asked me to wait them at U Height. And so I went to find them.. What an experience.

Half way done

My newest website is half way done d..hehe.. And there is a fan page for the website in facebook. Just a little for you all, here is the banner for my website.hehe..

version 1

version 2

Let see if you can find my website or the page on facebook..haha..

Paiseh lo~~~

OMG, I 1st time wore my shirt inside out go eat dinner, not to mention together with 3 girls. I bet they feel more paiseh than me one lo..hehe.. But it doesn't matter la, everything has its 1st time. Just assume it as a new experience for me..haha..

Big Project..hehe.. Secret^^

Haiz~~~

Finally I have made up my mind to delete the website that I have spent one whole day doing it, I even have its fan page ready on facebook. But come to think of it, instead of create something quite meaningless, I better create something useful. This will be my big project..haha.. The project will be reveal pretty soon^^

Before I deleted the site, I took print screen the website, so that it still remain at least in this blog..haha..

This is my fan page on facebook

Farewell dinner with Scaik Lin

Just now having my dinner with Chye Ching, Scaik Lin, Pei Ing, Zi Fei, Lychee, Cryotic Cho, Shu Yi, and one unknown friend of their. We having our dinner at Pizza Hut. Though we have know each other for quite a long time(except for that unknown friend), but I have this strange feeling, it feels like they are stranger to me, feel very unease and cant mix in with them. Maybe it is just me, it has been a long time since I joined them together, or maybe I am just cant mix with them, or maybe I am just the type that like to stay in silent mode..haha.. Though, it doesn't matter for me, as long as there are friends at my side, I will feel happy even though just by hanging out with them silently. There is another kind of enjoyment just by watching my friends, it makes me feel I am not alone ^ ^

Job vacancy

There is a job vacancy, suggested by one of my friends. The detail of the job I am still not so sure, but I know that the job require the worker to make phone call, photostatting and sometimes visiting to the school. I have no idea what kind of job is that. The location of the work place is quite near, at Sungai 2, more or less 1 km from my room and the working hour can be negotiated. The payment for the job is RM5 per hour, quite high actually. But the problem is that I have some problem in making phone call especially to someone that I don't know. Then if I am to work at there then I will be alone and might not be happy (I am just finding excuse for myself..haiz..). Well, I am not really facing money crisis at the moment, but it would be nice for me to earn some money rather than just sit in the room and do nothing. Hmmm, should I take the offer?

Motivated!!!

I just saw one of my friend's website. OMG!!! It is damn so amazing, a truly success indeed!! I read the about us of his website, he started the website from a blog, just within two years times, it turns into a great website (a website about korean star). Not only he gets to earn money from the advertisement, the most important thing is the satisfaction he gets from his successfulness, at least I am feeling that way. His website even win some award. And he gets to meet lots of people form the other country and together they build a team. Marvelous!!! I am setting him as my target, hope that I can be like him one day. Below is the link to his website.

http://www.dkpopnews.net/

Hungry~~~

Today went to eat my "breakfast" too early d.. 5 pm like dat I went to eat le.. I ate at bali bali.. I eat zha jiang noodle.. Then feeling not so full.. Maybe is because the noodles was not nice to eat.. Then I ma went to buy some pao lo.. I bought 2 only.. Lotus pao.. Actually one was for my "lunch" and the other one is my dinner lai.. But when I walk back and reach my room, I hungry d, so I jiu ate one of them le.. Then no long after that ko feel hungry again so I ate another one le.. Then jiu nothing left for me to eat le.. And now, I am hungry le, wan eat my supper.. But still thinking wan o not.. Cos if wan have to go khaleel, quite far.. But I think mostly is not eh la, I sleep early jiu can le.. But still so early le, I cant sleep one wor.. Haiz.. Never mind la, tmr go buy some food to put in my room..hehe..

1st time..

First time having my dinner at KFC alone..haha.. A new experience for me. The staff at the KFC become nicer. There is people open the door for you and they greet welcome to you, they weren't like that before. Maybe something has happened so that they made this changes, hope that next time will have a better treatment..haha.. I ordered one dinner plate and a large cheezy wedges and it costs me RM16.65. I was quite full after having that..hehe..

Back from camp^^

A 3 days 2 nights camp finally come to an end. Overall it was quite fun because I get to sit beside a lenglui all the time..haha.. And the activities was not bad as well, quite new to me, it was really a new experience. The boring part of the camp is the lecture. !st and a half day is all lecture and forum. Then after that we do the outdoor activities. My group earn the 1st place for the Explore Race and manage to eat at the VIP table..haha.. Quite tired d, I write until here only la..hehe..

Night before camping

Finish packing d, but donno bring enough things bo.. Nvm la, i think should be enough de.. Today went out with cc, sy and zf, having lunch and dinner together and then went to tesco twice..haha.. Thank you la.. Really fun going out wif frens..hehe..

Outing~~~

Today, an indeed happy day for me. I woke up by xx's call. She asked me wanted go sing k or not. Then I say ok. 10 mins after that xx come fetch me, then we went gurney together with xx on board also. I was really happy as it has been quite long since I din see her d..hehe.. Hopefully she felt the same but I don think that is the case because I am just a nobody to her..hehe.. Well, at least I think like that la..haha.. Before we reached gurney, we went proart music to buy xx's things. Then xx is working at there and he ask that is it me and xx on d..haha.. If that is the fact I jiu happy til die lo..hehe.. After that we went gurney lo.. When we reached gurney we went to eat lunch sake sushi together with xx. Then I learned the fact that xx give xx chocolate then xx told me don't be jealous. But, frankly, I do. Still, I pretend I don't. Then after eat we went sing k at red box lo. Then don't feel like too syiok lo..hehe.. I don't know why also.. Then after that me, xx, xx and xx went to watson to buy their things. Then we went to eat dinner at xuan shen. Me and xx share a set because I don't really feel like eating at that time. Then when I wan to pay her she said never mind, so I just considered it was her treat then. Then after that we part with xx and we went to watch movie, transformer 3. It was the second time I watched it because last friday I just went to watch with xx and xx, but last time was 3d and this time was not. Then after the movie we back le.. On the way back, I learned that xx is xx fyp partner because he wanted to chase xx, but those words came out from xx one la, don't know can be trusted or not..hehe.. But still, I do mind..hehe.. I mean, look at me, who am I wor, cant compare with other at all, xx will be more happy with other de..hehe.. I will just be single for the rest of my life nia la..haha..

So damn fast

OMG!! The line at USM is so damn fast, download speed up to 1.5MB/s. However, it is too bad for me as my empty space left in the hardisk is limited. PC fair is coming tomorrow, should I buy a new hardisk or should I delete some of the movies in my hardisk? Hard to decide.. Hmm~~~

First day in Penang

Haha.. today many things has happened. First of all, as I mention at the previous post. Then after that, I went out with hua wei and sharon to 1st avenue with my a bit new image..hehe.., and then meet alice and then we went watch movie - Transformer 3. After the movie, we then go eat at "Sa Diao Lo" and then hua wei drop me and sharon at QB and then he went back to his hometown. Then me and sharon go buy some of my daily need stuff and then meet up with bee huen.. Punteh we plan to awtch movie again de, but too late le, so din watch d.. So we just go walk walk at QB..hehe.. After that we went to eat supper at Golden Bay. We eat lok lok at there. There mia lok lok got six flavour mia sauce to choose from, not bad..hehe.. Then after that we went back to my hostel le. When i reach my room, my roommate is sleeping, then he wake up. i think is because i am too loud..hehe.. really paiseh lo.. but the good news is, he is a friendly person, so i think i should be no problem staying with him..hehe..

Haiz~~~

Reach penang airport then have to wait there for one hour. The student taxi so late come. Then reach USM le the driver said RM16 but I only got RM 20 or RM 13 nia. Then he only got 2 RM 1, so bu  huat la, I said just give me the RM 2 nia la. So the payment is RM 18 le. Then go UPPU ask for hostel. Got one guy come out ask me many many thing, then the people I used to contact with just come out. Then she call restu, then restu say don wan, then she call call call then she ask me bakti can bo? I say ok lo. Then I go bakti le, luckily got bus. Then the bakti eh people find the room for me. Then she said got roommate one. Then I ok oso lo. Then I go find the room. It is damn so in. Very "pian pi". But on the way, I saw many empty room ko lo. Then I go in my

Playing With Words............Again~~~

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At KL airport now

Well, first of all, the flight delayed for 30 mins. Then I arrived at KL airport on 1 am which is 30 mins late than the schedule time. Reach KL airport and began to search for plug, but sadly, all the shop has closed. Then I went to the food court no far from the airport as my sis told me there got lots of people online at there. When I reach there, all I was so happy as I saw so many available plug. Unfortunately, all the plug were not functioning, those functioning one has been used by other. So I give up and take a seat and eat the bread I bring from Miri as I am hungry at that time. Then I called someone and I have to eat my bread with one hand because the other hand is taking the phone. I found some difficulties with that and I finally understand the feeling for those with one hand. However, in the end, I manage to finish all my bread and I feel quite full after that. That someone had talked with me for around 40 mins and I very appreciate it. Thank you! After that, I went through the food court one more round and another more round but still cant find any functioning plug. Out of all the options, I decide to use my backup battery, and so, I am writing this post now. Now, the battery only left 60%, hopefully by the time I almost run out of my battery, there will be available and functioning plug for me.

Playing With Words..haha..

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Stupid DiGi~~~

DiGi really holiao lo, I subscribe the internet plan for one day nia then the next day it still continue to eat my money lo.. They really clever lo.. Stupid lo.. Bo huat la, I still can online for another day ko le.. Haiz~~~

Penang, here I come~~~

Finally, I can go back Penang le..haha.. This time is for real de, hostel settle d, flight ticket oso buy d..hehe.. But the flight ticket damn so expensive lo, RM 473 altogether.. But bo huat la, buy last minute is like dat liao de.. Tomorrow I will be depart from Miri on 10.15pm, 29 June 2011 and reach KL on 12.25am, 30 June 2011.. Wow, the flight takes me one day..hehe.. After that I will have to stay at KL airport for few hours. Then will depart from KL on 6.55am and reach Penang on 7.50am. Then take taxi from airport to USM. So will reach at USM about 8.30 am like dat..hehe.. GOOD!!! haha...

Plant vs Zombie - 古筝版

Impressive! These two girls played pretty well!

单恋の美

单恋也是美
时间太快了，可是冲淡不了我记忆深处的容颜
往事如烟，惟独她还是那么清晰
人生到处都被我设置了密码
惟独没有办法给我的心设置密码
一次次在我寂寞、孤独、伤感的时候想起那个我记忆深处的容颜
不知 多少次提醒自己要学会忘记
可是每次都是在忘记中把她想起
她的一切都印在我的心

有人问我这段对我来说，也许没有结果的感情
真的有那么值得我去珍藏
我不知道怎么去回答那些友人
我只知道有时候单恋也是种美，
对我来说
这就是一值得我用心珍藏的美
只要默默的关注她
在远方为那个让我牵挂的人祝福
这就是我爱的美